Listening to this brings back so many memories, but it actually kills me to listen to it anymore:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-jGJgKqP00

It's funny, how even though songs can really be painful to listen to we keep listening. I loved this song sound wise, but now it has connotations of other stuff and it's the worst feeling listening to it.

I don't like this feeling right now.