So I had english first thing, got lots of work done (HAHA) then drama at bish which was good, because we actually did some work. Then I walked back via tesco and in my excitement bought two packs of triple chocolate cookies, a loaf of bread and then 4 medium sized baguettes. I think I was over optimistic with how much I could 'snack'. Anyway, I then spent my free talking with Beth and Jessie, and it was really good to sort stuff out. Walking back into the common room after, I felt like I'd just taken in a massive lungful of air, it was so refreshing. Bit awkward though when you go into a separate room from people to talk and then later they come in and sit with you. Why would you do that?!
After that I had general studies, which to my surprise was a complete and utter waste of time. I honestly could not care less. I detest general studies, and I detest being told off for napping. Then after school, I went up to see Miss Evans to get my exam paper and she was in such a sad mood I went down to see mum, (who was about to take staff choir), and she sent me back up to see Miss E with cake, and she saw it and said 'That's the nicest thing that's happened to me today' and I said, 'Are you okay?' and she said 'Urrr not really at the minute.' and then after that I walked home crying. I feel a bit sad for having got so upset that she was upset. Honestly, she's becoming a second mother to me. I love Miss Evans. Not in a creepy way.
What was nice though, when you're sad, you go through thinking about who you want to talk to about it at that moment. Normally when I do this, my mind goes blank, but today I thought of so many people I could've rung and moaned at. But I didn't because that's just piss annoying and I'm actually fine.
Here's a video that I just found on my laptop that cheered me up. And there's one point where it sounds like I say 'Now you've recorded yourself talking about Izzy Simmons' but I wasn't trying to say that because we hadn't been talking about Izzy Simmons. So I don't know what that means.
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